Theogony — Summary

Dave BontaContemplative

I am whoever I am

I am however who I should not be

(or so my management which is one Word tells me)

a candle that set my wig aflame

love like a door on a summer day

an almost kiss in the ear seldom speaking

(I cannot believe who I am)

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The speaker begins with a shrug of an identity: "I am whoever I am." Almost at once that certainty slips, because someone else has opinions. The speaker's "management," which turns out to be "one Word," says they should not be who they are. The title, "Theogony," hints at the origin of gods, so that Word may be a divine or authoritative voice, though the poem never says so outright. It simply leaves the idea hanging.

What follows is a string of odd, half-connected images: a candle that set a wig on fire, love like a door on a summer day, an almost-kiss in the ear. They feel playful but also a little embarrassed, as if the speaker's self is both comic and tender. Love seems open and easy, yet the kiss never quite happens.

The closing lines, in parentheses, sound like a private whisper: "I cannot believe who I am." The mood is wry, dreamy, and unsettled, mixing humor with real self-doubt.

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