After the War — Summary

Dave BontaAnxious

In a urine-soaked military bedroll under the bridge the wino lapses into an uneasy slumber, twitching & curling up like a caterpillar in its final instar when the wasp’s hungry children start in at last on the nerve centers, having made a desolation of the rest,

& that warm feeling one had taken for love turns out to have been nothing but the fires of corrosion — the wrong kind of digestion in the gut

or the wrong kind of metamorphosis, in which the very cells are changed, yes, but no chrysalis will ever be spun

& the light spreads like a chemical spill above the river, blotting out the stars.

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A homeless man, sleeping rough under a bridge in a soiled military bedroll, becomes the center of a grim image of slow destruction. The title suggests he is a veteran, though the poem never says so outright. As he twitches in his sleep, the speaker compares him to a caterpillar being eaten from the inside by wasp larvae, which save the nerve centers for last.

The poem then turns to a bitter idea: the warm feeling we mistake for love may only be corrosion, a kind of bad digestion. Change happens, the poem says, but it isn't the hopeful kind. There is no chrysalis, no rebirth.

The speaker sounds quiet, clinical and deeply sad, describing the scene without pity or comfort. The mood is bleak and uneasy. In the final lines, the light over the river spreads like a chemical spill and blots out the stars, so even the dawn feels poisoned rather than hopeful.

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