Cibola 5 — Summary

Beginnings (cont’d)

I’ve been to the desert southwest, I know how it’s pictured, & I swear this is that light. What so many sun-starved souls travel the breadth of the continent for: that blood- drenched gold. While down below in the shadow, all around me the dooryard birds–Carolina wren, white-throated sparrow, cardinal, titmouse, chickadee, junco, goldfinch & mourning dove– are wagering every note they have. The pileated woodpecker uses the whole cove for a resonator, a fast rattle of dice on the bone of a locust. As the light spreads, every bush & tree on the ridgeside stands distinct, singing in the dawn wind. I see roots from underground, shining tips of feathers. The blue down here is the color of an ordinary horizon, a thinness, a spreading of rhizomes under my skin–the globe-encircling miles of veins–grown feathery like the feelers of a night-flying moth. I can hear what shrews are up to in their tunnels & the newborn bears in their dens, blindly sucking the blue milk of a huge & dreamless sleep. My breath tastes like the wood smoke from my chimney, oak & cherry–now rising, now running along the ground, blue, blue . . .

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The speaker wakes to a sunrise so golden and red that it reminds him of the desert southwest, a landscape he knows mostly from pictures and visits. But he is at home, in a wooded cove full of ordinary birds. The poem lists them one by one, as if counting out a small congregation, and says they are "wagering every note they have." The woodpecker's drumming fills the whole valley like a gambler's dice rattling on bone.

As the light grows, the scene seems to turn inside out. The speaker sees roots underground and feather tips shining, and he imagines the blue of the morning as something inside his own body, a web of veins spread across the globe. His hearing stretches to shrews in their tunnels and newborn bears asleep in their dens. The mood is hushed, wondering and deeply connected. He doesn't need to travel for beauty, because it is already here, and he is part of it. The poem ends with wood smoke drifting low, and the repeated word "blue" lingers like a held breath.

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