Lies

I'm so stressed And fucking sad Did I make the right decisions? Because I ended up feeling bad

I must have made a mistake I just made things worse Is this my punishment? Is this my curse?

Why can't I just swallow the pain? And burn my organs to ash Place my feelings on the black market Pay for some new ones with cash

So many frustrations like chains Is it wrong to want to forget? The chains are holding me down Am I on the right path yet?

Meaningful messages and hugs With empty or no replies The realization hit me I was only listening to meaningful lies