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As I lay down, my head fell comfy Suddenly my brain started working. I thought that this was the end, but that was just my thoughts.

Thoughts are the main reason, The reason why I’m idle. The reason why I’m forbidden. Thank goodness I can’t move.

It’s been a while, Myself was adjusting. Same bed, different memories. All I care is that you’d like me too.

As I close my eyes, My brain popped something unusual. Usually you, but this time. This time is the pain you caused me.

Before, you were the one I hugged passionately. But now, Instead of you, my pillow was there. And it felt strange.

Felt strange, cause you’re the one I used to hug. And it was really strange for me, Because there was no us.

I tried my best giving you all I have, Is it because I’m not enough? Maybe myself ain’t worth it to be loved.

I wish pillow could talk, So that pillow can say; “Don’t worry I’m here to catch your tears.”

I wish bed could talk, So that bed can say; “Don’t worry I’m here to help you cry yourself to sleep.”

I wish you feel the same way I feel for you. I wish that there was us.

Maybe this was also part of the book, that I would end another chapter