To a dead fox — Summary

It was the morning after the night we were forced to say good-bye you and your kind, too, are neighbours often walking the road home on weekday evenings after work. Those nights you and yours, unfazed, silent and determined, blending with brick and park remind us of the great woods this all once was. It was the morning after the clock striking eleven -for fuck’s sake, not even twelve- it was that morning after then we saw you in the distance, still, golden, up close nearly smiling, stiff, furry, were you at all alive? Where were you going, what fence did you trespass, were you hunted, did you flee, were you home or not yet there? Did you just drop dead, were you hit, then your body moved, were you cold, ill and hungry, or merely tired, not sick but old, was your time up or were you poisoned, did you simply fall asleep, halfway here, halfway there, pavement and grass, grey and green, savvy animal, wise and wild, yet trapped and doomed to hiding, pretending never to be scared, instead daring, uncaring and free? How did you meet this end, the morning after, was it quick, painless, just routine, or laborious, agonising, lento, gasping loudly after air, (the park runners this a.m. take reign of what used to be, my friend, your kingdom) every noise tremendous, your suffering unheard? You lie there, waiting. Someone will have to find you a place.