My hollow has a metal sound.
My hollow is sounding this way: A hinged flap clangs,
tapping against its empty cylinder. There are cinders in the tender
trap I laid yesterday
to catch a glimpse of a gleam. The gleam leaped from a small crinkle
in the steel, and got free before I could show it how much
I loved it.
Then, I closed my eyes. When I close my eyes, I can see
flares of color. Monday, it isn’t blue, it’s red,
a ruby splatter creeping
its stain of warmth to the very edge. Tuesday, it’s blue. Tuesday is
a sapphire pool slowly spreading its wet to cool off Monday’s hot.
Today is Wednesday. That gleam was
supposed to be my yellow. Without it, what I see slips back into a black
velvet landscape they’ve re-placed inside a cheap aluminum frame.
What I see in it is
what I saw on it, when the black was more sheet-metal gray, and it was and is
a wounded robot hand-painted white to wander
across the wastes where my human mind
once played with colors. It’s collecting glints off smooth-faced
granite with its sensitive sensors for eyes. They’ll help fill its hollow,
a hollow suddenly sounding less metal.