todd

there is a boy we'll call him todd and before i go on thank you todd for those months you gave me that friendship we had i miss it and i know you don't care

anyways i miss todd i miss him dearly every time i look his way it hurts me i trusted him i opened up my locked door to him and he slammed it in my face a week later

i don't understand why todd is that way he's scared scared to open up to the possibility the hottest girl isn't talking to him that a no one is

i don't understand todd i don't know what i did to scare you off to frighten you and how i'd kill to know why

but thank you todd not everyone stays only a couple do and i knew you wouldn't be one even though i wished you could but that's not how our story unfolds

see, todd, mind if i ask a question? i do this to cope with myself to understand and feel and think this isn't a cry for you come back to continue our friendship because you don't care that i'm gone todd you don't care i tore my body, heart, and soul up

that isn't you you used to care you used to be todd but now? i don't know you anymore you scare me you showed me how it is for the world to come crashing down in one day you showed me how it felt like to die

thank you todd i need more guys like you but your fuse is short and my fiery personality just ended up blowing it up