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Balachandran V
You said you loved me.
Show me a sign.
A smear off your lips
A smudge of your tears
A smell of your scent
A stain of blood from your heart
On these pages of my life –
That you shredded with your scalpel…
I stayed until I noticed her lipstick on your collar.
you broke my trust
not with a hammer
but with the million itty bitty splinters
you pushed into my skin
with that twinkling laugh
I was blind when you said you were busy
I was blind when you said you loved me
I was blind when you didn't pick me up
I was blind when you didn't show up
I was blind when you didn't answer my call
I was blind when you hang up
I was blind when you told me was my fault
I was blind when you kissed me
I was blind when you saud I have no right to be jealous
I was blind when you said was only your friend
I was blind when you told me I'm the only one
I was blind when you said I was your future
I was blind in everything,
I'm blind now I see you someone walking down the aile.
I'm blind because I just loved you so.
They said that I'd find water
But all I found was blood
The cave, a deep dark cover
From all I thought I loved
And though my heart's a fortress
The soldiers are breaking in
The soldiers I used to call friends and family
Now know that I have sinned
And like a weakened kingdom
My walls came tumbling down
And my blood ran like a river
Pooling all around
A sore throat,
A hamstring strain,
A broken nose,
I feel no pain,
An ear infection,
An ankle sprain,
A jammed finger,
I feel no pain,
A stiff back,
A sunburnt face,
A violent cough,
I feel no pain,
My body aches,
Morning, noon and night,
A doctor tells me I’m sick,
I feel no pain,
You're the cause
You're the reason
That I've been feeling
All these feelings
You could have changed
You could have been different
But I never thought you would
Even though you said you could
you used to save me
now you're saving her
don't tell me
you love me
I know that it's not true
for if you did
you never would've left me for her
would you?
It's too quiet here.
Come closer.
You can't hear me cry.
Come closer,
you can't see my dreams all die
from where you're standing on your own.
It's too quiet here.
you promised-
then, weeks later, when i fell
you smiled maliciously and said "broken promises are the best kind"
'broken hearts hurt the worst'
its too quiet here.
i feel so cold-
relief exists though.
when i am cut.
crippled anger,
”Things will be fine” is their common line.
To tell you to just go away.
“Don’t touch what is mine or drink my good wine,
and no, don’t ask to stay.”
“We don’t care if you fail or end up in jail,
where it is you sleep or even if you bleed.
Just keep us mind when your struggles are over,
we love it when you succeed.”
Because they’ll be there,
like all the parties before.
Without knowledge or care,
just like a friend whore.
"You're the love of my life"
He told me
"I want only you"
I believed him
"I only need you"
I trusted him
"I love you, but I have to go for a bit"
I didn't see anything suspicious
"I'm busy at the moment"
I got worried
"I'll talk to you later"
I got upset
"Can't talk"
I cried
Somedays, no reply.
"Sorry I couldn't talk yesterday baby"