him
when you wake up, you remember him while piling food on your plate at a buffet while combing your hair into his favorite way while sliding a shirt he loved on your body while sipping a drink of his favorite beer
while smoking with his old friends he dropped just because she made him playing spin the bottle with his ex best friend just because she told him he was a bad guy doing all the things he wanted you to do before
now she's with him changing him he doesn't sing out loud while driving she called it as a safety hazard and said she can't trust a man doing that
so you decided to scream out every word to every single song he knew just so you can live for him and no one can truly miss his place because it's not fair she killed who he was