Apology.

It's been heard and I hear it over and over I'm my head, wrapping my thoughts around it like chains. I never believed you'd act like this. Sincere and selflessly. I never believed that you'd take that self and cast him away at the thought of loosing our last strand. Now everything is back to normal, but more. More depth, more things to say and feel. It's like we were reborn again, like we are blooming. You do exist. I do exist.

Everything seems so good. Everything seems so pretty. Everyone looks so calm and full.

For the first time in forever, I'm scared to die.