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"lies"

i remember the first lie you told me. and of course it included a girl i loathed the most.

you touched her in ways, that i wanted you to touch me.

yet you saw me as innocently cute.

nothing more.

i especially remember after you pleaded saying you regretted it. how i told you: "if you want to even touch me, sanitize your whole body."

i dislike the thought of the hands you used to touch her, touching me.