Pain, as Halmise.R presents it, is a feeling of being trapped and completely alone. The speaker can't breathe and wants to do everything at once: move, run, talk, hide. These urges pull in opposite directions, which suggests panic more than a clear plan. The repeated line "No ones here for me" lands hard, and the dots that break it up make it feel like the speaker is struggling to get the words out.
In the second part, the mood shifts from panic to a quiet, heavy longing. The speaker wonders about entering "the dark" and finding a place to belong, and imagines a lover waiting there. The poem hints that this dark could mean death, though it never says so outright, so that reading is an inference. The imagined voice calling "come to me my love" offers brief comfort, but the last line, "If only," takes it away. What remains is loneliness, hopelessness, and a wish for someone to finally be there.