ASYLUM — Summary

You're a special kind of crazy that I let into my life. Now only too late that I see; too late I've realised;

That I would rather die - rather poke out my own eyes - than live another day with you here haunting my life.

Take me away from this madness. Take me away from this crazy that you are. Make it okay - please just tell me how, For if I stay I will surely lose my mind.

You're a little unhinged, I've noticed - Moreso than the average kook, but you're also just the sweetest ball of delirium .

But I don't know how to try to run and leave you. I guess I must admit that I'm just as crazy as you.

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Isabella Darrell's "Asylum" begins as a desperate plea and ends as a confession. The speaker describes a person who has "haunted" their life, someone so chaotic that they would rather "poke out my own eyes" than endure another day. They beg to be taken away from the madness and fear that staying will cost them their mind.

Then the tone shifts. The speaker admits the other person is also "the sweetest ball of delirium," and the anger softens into something close to affection. By the final stanza, the speaker can't bring themselves to run, and sees why: they are "just as crazy" as the person they blame.

The mood is frantic and darkly funny, swinging between exasperation and tenderness. The title adds to this. An asylum is both a refuge and a place for the mad, and the poem suggests the relationship is both for these two. The speaker seems trapped less by the other person than by their own attachment.

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