This Isn't Right — Summary

IzzyAngry

In my life I tried to act strong Trying to take all the slaps and punches Though they did it thinking I could take it Doesn’t make it right They didn’t see the bruises they left The tears that were shed They didn’t see me dying inside I wanted to live up to my appearance But only tortured myself in the process Only someone who doesn’t understand Would say to me that it was my fault I should stand up for myself But they don’t know I’m able to but I don’t People see me as dangerous Cause of my appearance They think I want to hurt people I only want to love That’s why I allow them to abuse me And wait for the day they stop and think This isn’t right

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Izzy's speaker looks back on a life of being hurt and staying silent. They tried to seem strong, took the "slaps and punches," and let others assume they could handle it. But the poem insists that assumption doesn't excuse anything: "Doesn't make it right." The people causing harm never saw the bruises, the tears, or the speaker "dying inside."

What stands out is the speaker's explanation. They say they could fight back but choose not to. Others judge them as dangerous because of how they look, and the speaker pushes against that image: "I only want to love." Allowing the abuse becomes a painful way of proving it, though it also costs them dearly.

The mood is heavy, sad, and quietly defiant. The tone is plain and weary rather than angry. The ending is hopeful in a fragile way, as the speaker waits for someone to finally stop and realize "This isn't right," a line that echoes the title and closes the poem like a plea.

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