I hate that I still love youI hate looking at your blue eyes or brown hairI hate seeing you aroundI hate how we used to non stop talk then you started ignoring meI hate that your with herI hate your beautiful smileI hate how you haven't noticed I blocked youI hate when you tag me in picturesI hate when you do everything you do but for some damn reason I can't hate you and I hate that and I hate this and I hate myself
Over think ,Over think,Over think againIt's all I ever do , sit & overthinkMy heads over flowing with toxic thoughtsIf feels like I'm sinkingI can't breatheJust let goDrowning ,Drowning ,DrowningGone
I love youMore than I could possibly ever love myselfIt tears me apart inside but you keep me togetherAs if your love connects my heart to my soul and my soul to my mindMy inner demons disappear with your presenceThey re-appear to attack the moment your voice and touch leaves my mind and bodyThere is something extraordinary about youI think it's the magic in your loveThe only down fall is I'm not sure whether the magic effects my demons or myself more.
The warm sun is failing, the bleak wind is wailing,The bare boughs are sighing, the pale flowers are dying,And the YearOn the earth her death-bed, in a shroud of leaves dead,Is lying.Come, Months, come away,From November to May,In your saddest array;Follow the bierOf the dead cold Year,And like dim shadows watch by her sepulchre.The chill rain is falling, the nipped worm is crawling,The rivers are swelling, the thunder is knellingFor the Year;The blithe swallows are flown, and the lizards each gone
I never lost as much but twice,And that was in the sod.Twice have I stood a beggarBefore the door of God!Angels -- twice descendingReimbursed my store --Burglar! Banker -- Father!I am poor once more!
The weight of misfortune has stooped my shouldersBut I don’t intend to stop for a good while yet;I afflict my own destinyAnd don’t want anyone to mourn for my fate.I’ve made peace with God on my lossesAnd agreed with him on the epitaphsThat should be written about my senseless wars.