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Dante
I never thought I would give up my life so easily,
I was taken back by your words and held onto them tightly.
Now I still hold onto them, although I look at them with no trace of thought,
I was never happy with you, I was scared and frail,
You taught me many things, and told me I didn't deserve most of life itself.
I had wished that I had put my life aside that day, but now I crave being alive.
I crave seeing my future, and where it will take me.
I look forward to seeing my partner and speaking with them.
I am older and decided to save myself from the darkness your finger tips had held.
My chest doesn't hurt before I sleep
I want to live
I want to decide for myself
I want to love and hold my hands out
We sat there explaining about our lives,
What gave us joy and happiness
What made us feel like the lowest in our lives,
And what brought us tears to our eyes
You told me I must cry a lot
I agreed with you
Yes maybe I'm just sensitive I thought
After a while of talking I realized that later in life
You'd be the reason why I'd cry every night.
every chapter i start
i try not to think of you
try to help my heart
but i need someone to speak to
every new chapter in my life
you shouldn't be in
we'd make such strife
the next chapter
you won't be in
at least i'll try
and avoid my lie
If you're not happy with my life,
Please...
Walk away.
Though I don't want to.
I'm a pretty little doll to your eye
You chose me when you found me fascinating;
And thrown me like every dolls at last.
Then i was the perfect one; Now
a shitty one.
Then your happiness ; Now
your frustration.
Then your girl ; Now
Now your known stranger.
I wish i don't have heart .
So i would've been your doll forever.
All these songs
They only sing,
about what's its like
To love someone,
or the breakups
But none really hit
The one spot in the middle
Which is the most important-
-the during
It sets the mood,
decides your future
Without it...
there's no me and you
One failure after another,
Similar trends are noticed,
In the women I fall for,
In how the relationships go,
Bad luck is one possibility,
But why so consistent?
Bad taste is another,
But that’s not the constant,
I’m the constant,
The common denominator,
The only reasonable solution,
The inevitable perpetrator,
I give generously,
Receive minimal in return,
Yet I put forth every last effort,
Trying to make things work,
I am so very sorry
this was not meant to happen
this wonderful creation has been ruined
it's crazy how quickly things can happen
in the blink of an eye
something that has been building up over years
is destroyed completely
never to be rebuilt
the ivy leaves will grow up the walls of our castle
the old stone will turn to ruin
and overgrown plants
you and I will be new separate castles
each far away
but I will never forget the mistakes
I made in it
so I beg of you
everyone is leaving right now
so do you need an invitation too ?
because I'm tired of sobbing for you
hoping that you stay
when I know that you will eventually leave me and go
so leave when the times right
No calls
I understand
No texts
I understand
No time for me
I understand
But when you see me with someone else
I hope you understand
I'm a simple person,
or, more so;
I like to think I'm a simple person.
You aren't a simple person,
or, more so;
I'm a simple person trying to figure out another.
Your movements,
Your facial expressions,
Your words.
I spend time figuring out,
What every choice you make is all about,
But, I am only to find
That even an individual like me, who is deemed as "smart" and "kind,"
Will never be able to comprehend even a fraction of your mind.
I'm a simple person,
or, more so;
Zipped lips, no sound
Trying to communicate
But there's no love around
Eyes dry, tears to come
I feel so emotionally weak
I want to speak but feel dumb
Fighting works, silence sucks
Just talk to me already
Everything is just mucked up
Don't hate you, not close
I just hate what you do
Every hypocritical dose
No sorry, never is
We both go on as always
No relationship like mine and his