thoughts — Summary

jayanadAnxious

I dont like to think My thoughts always turn From one thing To the next To the next Thinking is hard for me now I cant think without having trouble breathing Or without a knot in my stomach A tightness in my heart A pain in my head It showing through my art I can't think anymore But I cant stop I sleep to not think But they invade my dreams I eat to distract But they ruin the taste I can't stand thinking But what can you do What can anyone do

Show the whole poemHide the poem

Learn Poems app

Try the Learn Poems app

Everything from the website trainer, and more: new exercises, voice recording and sharing, reminders, quick review.

Jayanad's "thoughts" is about a mind that won't switch off. The speaker says thinking has become hard, yet stopping seems impossible. Their thoughts jump "from one thing / To the next / To the next," and the repetition mimics that restless, looping motion.

The poem shows how anxiety or distress can live in the body. Thinking brings trouble breathing, a knot in the stomach, a tight heart and a pain in the head. The speaker even says it shows through their art, which suggests the feelings leak out whether they want them to or not. Sleep and food, the usual escapes, both fail: thoughts invade dreams and spoil the taste of meals.

The mood is exhausted and raw. The plain, unpolished language makes it feel honest, like someone speaking quietly rather than performing. The ending, "What can you do / What can anyone do," offers no solution. It sounds like a question asked out of real helplessness, and the poem leaves it unanswered.

Read also

More by jayanad

All poems
Sadjayanad

playlist

I heard a song that makes me think about you Not in a good way though
Sadjayanad

help

I want to be there for you. I want to be the one you decide to trust. I want to be able to be the shoulder you cry on. I want to help.
Anxiousjayanad

contradictory

I'm tired, But I can't sleep. I'm hungry, But feel nauseous when I eat.