IT BEGAN AT HOME — Summary

Your fake smiles do not feed my soul and I do not trust my surface anymore:

we were swimming in the lake the last day of that rebellion then there came the lies our bodies drowning while we fiercely dispised our useless lungs:

the real nothingness of that fake oxygen; and well_______ if they had won why would we have shot our sons our daughters with discomfort?

Will our wounds be already healed? Will shallow people finally understand the meaning of the artful noise of broken bones?

Nobody knows and we don’t really mind as this human parade is turning people blind_____

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The speaker begins by rejecting falseness: smiles that offer no comfort and a surface they can no longer trust. From there the poem slips into a memory, or perhaps an image, of swimming in a lake on the last day of a "rebellion." Lies arrive, and the swimmers' bodies begin to drown. They even despise their own lungs, as if the air they are given were counterfeit, a "real nothingness."

The middle question is the bleakest. If "they" had won, why would we have shot our own sons and daughters? The poem seems to suggest that conflict, whatever its cause, ends up hurting those closest to us, though the exact event stays unclear. The speaker then wonders whether wounds have healed and whether shallow people will ever grasp what broken bones mean.

The mood is weary, bitter and quietly defiant. The closing lines shrug at the lack of answers and point to a "human parade" that leaves people blind, a final note of resignation.

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