I wish I could feel

I wish I could feel the things I want to I wish I could feel your lips upon mine I wish I could feel your heartbeat I wish I could make your heartbeat faster if only I could feel it I need to hold your hand I need to kiss your cheek I want to know your thoughts since I can't get out of mine maybe yours can drown my pain maybe yours can make me smile but only maybe will it work if your heart didn't mind to try a little to try a little on me it's hard to love someone who doesn't love themselves they say you have to love yourself before you can love others bullshit I've never loved myself but you I love you even if I can't feel the things I want even if I can't touch your lips and maybe I'll feel again maybe I'll love you more if you realize how much you mean to me