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As I lay awake Thinking 'bout you, thinking her I know It's no mistake, that I'm feeling like this I wonder if and how you'd feel, Knowing something amiss You wouldn't know what to make of it I don't know If the sight of you makes me bitter If what I'd say, would even matter Or if want it to

It doesn't hurt, to feel for you It doesn't hurt, knowing that deep down I might not want this It doesn't feel like I'm drowning With my bleeding heart Open for you