Headache — Summary

Today I woke up, followed by a headache. One hand around a teacup, the other felt my heart break.

It's not a migraine, I'm just followed by my thoughts. I try my best to sustain, my twisted mind until it rots.

Show the whole poemHide the poem

Learn Poems app

Try the Learn Poems app

Everything from the website trainer, and more: new exercises, voice recording and sharing, reminders, quick review.

Morning begins badly for the speaker, who wakes up with a headache that seems to follow them out of sleep. The oddly phrased opening, "I woke up, followed by a headache," makes the pain feel like a shadow that won't leave. The scene is small and ordinary: one hand holds a teacup, a bit of everyday comfort, while the other hand rests on the heart, which feels like it is breaking. That contrast between a calm routine and inner hurt sets the tone.

In the second stanza the speaker says it isn't a migraine. The real trouble is their own thoughts, which trail after them just as the headache did. The speaker says they try to "sustain" their twisted mind "until it rots," a bleak ending that suggests exhaustion and a feeling of being stuck. The mood is heavy, tired and quietly sad. Short lines and simple rhymes keep it plain, as though the speaker is too worn out to dress the feeling up.

Read also

More by LenaTerhaar

All poems
SadLenaTerhaar

Master of disguise

The teardrops run down, and fall off her nose. She cries in dark corners, where nobody goes.
CheerfulLenaTerhaar

Mister Balloonman

There's a balloon stuck in a yellow tree. It's a nice contrast of yellow and blue. Blue tries to flee, tries to get free. Tell me Mr. Balloonman is it true?
SadLenaTerhaar

Misunderstood

I don't know how to be anything other than intense. I don't know how to experience without feeling and thinking too much. I don't know how to sit still and quiet my mind and just be. I am always searching, always questioning and struggling to find the meaning in everything.