No one's anything — Summary

Lately I'm feeling alone, Everything I hear has an off undertone, Instead of natural light, No color ever appears right, And looking around, There's only me and the ground.

I realize now That I've become a kind-of hungry crow -sitting on a pole, Offer me a finger, I'll eat your arm whole, Yet once they all leave, There's nothing I could achieve.

Does it make sense To desire a picket fence While being picky And falsely calling all tricky Out of laziness? -That's my unwillingness.

I chase away Everyone willing to pay For my mistakes. 'All those friends are snakes,' Is the thing I lie about To have a reason to push everyone out.

I'm no one's friend, So why should there be anyone I should defend? I'm no one's lover, No one will run to me for cover. I'm no one's daughter, I don't bring any ageing adults laughter, I'm no one's mother, No one feels they owe me, I'm merely a bother. I'm no one's sister, Nobody asks me for help with scary tongue-twister. I'm no one's twin, Playing games with the mirror, I never win. I'm no one's foe, There's no one after whom I should go, I'm no one's way away, There's no one I would ever betray.

There's no one I could ever betray. There's no one.

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The speaker feels deeply isolated, and the poem slowly reveals that she has helped build that loneliness herself. Sound and color seem "off" to her, and the world has shrunk to "me and the ground." She compares herself to a hungry crow, grabbing at whatever is offered, yet left with nothing once people go. Then she admits something uncomfortable: she wants a settled life, but she is picky, calls others "tricky" out of laziness, and invents the claim that her friends are snakes so she has an excuse to push them away.

The final stanza is a long run of "I'm no one's..." lines, covering friend, lover, daughter, mother, sister, twin and foe. The repetition and tight rhymes make it feel like a list of losses, though the tone stays flat and almost matter-of-fact. By the end, even betrayal is impossible, because there is no one left. The mood is bleak, self-aware and quietly sad.

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