Confusion

I want to talk to you but how can I? I'm still broken Although I'm getting better

How can I talk to you, When your mind is still a muddle And you don't know what you want?

It would only end in more pain, Pain for you and for me, Brought about by our mutual confusion.

Oh how I wish that I could talk to you, That I could hold you in my arms. Lay with you looking up at the stars.

I hate what has happened to us. I hate that you won't talk to me. I hate that I cannot bring myself to utter the first words. I hate that I am afraid to...

But I cannot hate you, no matter how hard I try. My entire soul is telling me to be near you, To comfort you...

I want to talk to you, With all of my heart I wish you would reach out, But how can I?

No matter how much I love you and wish for it, The choice is yours.