TOXIC

As I think about my day As I think about my decisions As I think about my life As I think about my friends As I think about my family As I think about my lost friends As I think about everything I doubt myself I hurt myself I punish myself I hate myself But the more I think The more I realize They aren't the toxic ones, I am. They left me because they had to I was so unstable So hurt So toxic They were given no option If they stayed, they would get hurt If they left, they would be saved from me From my toxicity