CRUSHING — Summary

MafaldaRomantic

I hate this feeling Feeling of guilt Guilt for crushing Crushing on you

It's wrong It's unexpected It's confusing It's unwanted

I feel like I shouldn't feel this But for some reason I feel it Perhaps because you were always nice And I simp for nice guys

You were nice to me Like you are to everyone And you must have done something Cause now I'm crushing

You are off limits And in my head I don't want you But in my heart I do

This head vs heart This thoughts vs feelings This mind vs soul This all Kills me But this all Keep me going

I hate crushing I love crushing It's a complicated relationship Mostly when it's you

So I hope This crushing ends As I hope It becomes more

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Mafalda's "Crushing" is about a speaker who has fallen for someone they feel they shouldn't. The guilt shows up right away, and the repeated words at the ends and starts of lines (feeling, guilt, crushing) make the opening feel like a thought loop the speaker can't escape. The person is "off limits," though the poem never says why, so the reader is left to guess.

The speaker is honest about how silly the cause might be. They say they fall for nice guys, and that this person was kind to them just as he is to everyone. Still, they suspect he "must have done something." The central struggle is head against heart: the mind says no, the heart says yes. That conflict "kills" the speaker but also "keeps me going."

The mood is anxious and confused, with a hopeful streak. The last lines are the most telling: the speaker wants the crush to end, but also wants it to become something more, and doesn't hide that contradiction.

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