FINE

So beautiful words Words I often use Words I often want to refuse

'I'm fine' My biggest lie But my biggest fight Fight to be

I tend to say yes When asked if I feel that way I tend to hide in the word Lacking in bravery

Hopefully one day I'll be brave Brave enough to say the truth The truth I live And wish I didn't

Cause I say I'm fine But I wish I wasn't here Not as in somewhere else As in living

Sometimes I am fine Sometimes I am not But if you ask me I honestly don't know how I feel And I hate it And sometimes love it Cause it gives me an excuse The excuse to keep this lie going