THE HEIFER — Poem analysis

Mary F. C. PrattJanuary 17, 2006Contemplative

Once, on a morning yellow and cold, I walked by a brook through an overgrown wood where heifers grazed. Wary they followed. I walked with care around their curiosity.

I stopped by the brook on a flat gray stone. The heifers startled, blundered away. Had I been careless of their tenderness? The beech trees trembled their amber leaves.

The heifers startled, blundered away; I wondered if I’d done some harm. Beeches stood with amber leaves trembling, pine branches, hemlocks flickered in the sun.

I’d not meant them harm. I was turning to go when one Jersey fawn returned alone through pines and hemlocks flickering the sun– her cloved feet pattered softly on the stone.

I stood as silent as the heifer there, alone. She cocked her head in quizzical solemnity, standing still as I on the old gray stone. Her eyes were deep and questing, unafraid.

She cocked her head with curiosity, then kicked her heels and ran back through the trees. She frisked away, not at all afraid of me, on that cold and yellow morning, long ago.

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Nothing much happens in "The Heifer," and that is exactly its point. A walker follows a brook through an overgrown wood, a herd of young cows trails along behind, the walker pauses on a stone, and the heifers scatter. What matters is the question that follows: "Had I been careless of their tenderness?" The poem is a small study in worry and its release. The speaker fears having done harm, yet one Jersey heifer comes back alone, stands face to face with the human, and finally runs off "not at all afraid of me." Its central idea is that patient attention can be answered with trust, and that curiosity runs both ways. The speaker begins by walking "with care around their curiosity," and by the end the animal's curiosity has matched the human's.

There is no end-rhyme here. The six quatrains are unrhymed, and the long lines are loosely iambic, closer to quiet speech than to song. What holds the poem together is repetition. "The heifers startled, blundered away" closes one stanza and opens the next. The beeches "trembled their amber leaves," then "stood with amber leaves trembling." The pines and hemlocks "flickered in the sun" and come back as "flickering the sun." Each line returns slightly altered, much as the herd approaches, retreats and circles back. The effect faintly recalls a pantoum, though the poem never settles into a strict pattern. It feels like a mind replaying a moment and checking it for blame. The echoes also slow the poem to the pace of someone standing very still, which is what the scene demands.

Word choice carries much of the feeling. "Blundered" is heavy and clumsy, a word for panic with no dignity in it. Later the heifer's feet "pattered softly on the stone," and the light, soft sounds mark the change in mood. The herd is "wary" in the first stanza, and by the last the heifer's eyes are "unafraid" and she is "not at all afraid." The whole arc of the encounter sits in those words. The landscape shares the animals' nerves, too: the trembling leaves mirror the startled herd, and the flickering sunlight keeps the scene lightly unsettled until the heifer steadies it. Colour also frames the poem. It opens on a morning "yellow and cold" and closes on one "cold and yellow," as though the memory had been turned over and set back down. Calling the heifer a "Jersey fawn" gives her a breed's colouring and a deer's shy grace in one phrase.

The flat gray stone matters more than it first seems. It is where the speaker stops, and stopping is what frightens the herd. By the fifth stanza it has become "the old gray stone," shared ground where both figures stand "still." The line "I stood as silent as the heifer there, alone" is nicely ambiguous, since either one, or both, could be the one who is alone. When the heifer cocks her head "in quizzical solemnity," she seems to weigh the human like a question, a comic and tender detail. Then the tension breaks. She "kicked her heels" and "frisked away," and the poem's last energy belongs to the animal. The speaker's anxiety is answered by the heifer's behaviour, not by any outside reassurance.

The poem is dated January 17, 2006, and its final words, "long ago," show it looking back, so the scene is a remembered one. That may explain the lingering, repeating quality of the lines: a small moment kept and turned over because it taught something. The poem's significance lies in that modesty. It does not lecture about nature or kindness. It shows a person learning that moving gently, stopping, and keeping silent can be understood by a creature that cannot understand a word, and that a brief meeting of two curious beings can be worth remembering for years.

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