CONFESSION — Summary

Red worms have returned to the garden and I am taking good care of your little dog.

Oh, I don’t know how to use power, nobody here knows. Every spring is warmer, every winter

filled with stranger snow. When I close my eyes I see yours, the bewilderment. I hear you telling me I resemble your daughter

and I remember my answer. All your children are confused: why the rain comes so hard or not

at all, why the bats are dead. The oceans would turn against us but they have no place to go.

I’ve buried your dust, sold your things, but I know there will be no ending.

More starlings than sparrows. Only one way out. You are in my bones.

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The speaker is looking after a dead person's little dog and the garden, and the poem slowly shows that this private grief is tangled up with a larger one. The person who died has been buried and their belongings sold, yet the speaker says "there will be no ending." Mourning here doesn't finish; it settles into the body, as the last line puts it: "You are in my bones."

Alongside this, the poem keeps noticing a damaged natural world: warmer springs, stranger snow, harsh or missing rain, dead bats, oceans with "no place to go." The speaker admits not knowing "how to use power," which suggests helplessness in the face of both loss and climate change. The mood is quiet, weary, and anxious. Short, plain lines and small details, like worms and starlings, make the sadness feel ordinary and close, while "Only one way out" leaves a bleak, unsettled edge.

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