THE SURFACE OF LAST SCATTERING — Summary

Mary F. C. PrattContemplative

As for the beginning, you will be forever blind. The first light will never reach you, the speed too great, and you too far away. You will sooner comprehend the minds of stones, the music in the hearts of suns.

Do you even remember, do you understand your dreams? There was a white-robed, hooded figure in your garden, a dead rabbit who came to life and hid beneath your bed, a silver cup that held the deep-red souls of all your friends.

My father’s last words the night that you were born– He did not speak of the night I was conceived. Before my sister died, she said how good of them to come– My great-aunt as she departed sang universe revealed—

Nothing beyond the primal opacity, that background of heavy light. Ending beyond time– every stellar furnace out, each black hole dissipated, every molecule of breath accounted. Oh, universe. Revealed.

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The title points to the cosmic microwave background, the earliest light we can detect, and the poem begins by saying we cannot see past it. The speaker tells a "you" that the beginning is closed off, and that we would sooner understand stones or the music of suns. Even our own dreams, with their hooded figure and revived rabbit, stay strange to us.

The third stanza turns personal. The speaker gathers the last words of a father, a sister and a great-aunt, which are odd, partial, and never quite explain anything. The great-aunt's "universe revealed" ties these small deaths to the large question of origins and endings.

The final stanza imagines the end of everything: stars out, black holes gone, every breath counted. The mood is awed and quietly sad, but not despairing. The last line, "Revealed," sounds both like a wonder and like a door closing, as if understanding arrives only when nothing is left to understand.

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