GRAM — Summary

Gram came down to live with us after Mother died. Mother fell down the stairs and hit her head, Gram said, but I was really little, so I don’t remember.

Anyway, Gram came from up there, the other side of the river. Folks are different up there, they live different, don’t visit much. It’s like they’re on their own.

We were always poor, but Gram made the best of everything: drapes out of sheets, dresses out of drapes, dinner from whatever was at hand–squirrel sometimes. She was a real good shot.

When my sister cried for a dressing table Gram made her one out of an old carton, covered it with some magazine pictures she saved and stuck on a coffee can lid for a mirror.

They said she was a pretty woman when she was young, but when she got old she had squinty eyes from looking at the fairies. Some people have that kind of vision, like cats. Owls. They can see in the dark.

Gram was real good at games. She made a game out of being quiet those times Daddy was sleeping it off, and she taught us I Spy, to pass the time afternoons we had to sit outside the hotel, waiting for him.

But then there was the accident the summer I turned fourteen. They put her in jail. Once when I went to see her there, she told me the Queen had come, tried to get her out, but the bars were iron so she couldn’t pass.

Show the whole poemHide the poem

Learn Poems app

Try the Learn Poems app

Everything from the website trainer, and more: new exercises, voice recording and sharing, reminders, quick review.

A child looks back at the grandmother who raised her, and the poem is full of things the speaker reports without quite understanding. Mother "fell down the stairs," but only because Gram said so. Daddy is "sleeping it off" while the children wait outside a hotel. The speaker never questions any of it, and that flat, matter-of-fact tone is what makes the poem hit so hard. The dark facts sit quietly between the cheerful ones.

Gram is clearly loved. She turns cartons into dressing tables and makes a game of staying quiet. Her "squinty eyes from looking at the fairies" are described with real admiration, like the eyes of owls. But the ending suggests that her visions may be something more troubling. In jail, she says the Queen tried to rescue her but couldn't get past the iron bars. The mood is tender and sad at once: a girl still holding on to Gram's stories, even when the adult world around her is falling apart.

Read also

More by Mary F. C. Pratt

All poems
InspiredMary F. C. Pratt

EARTH MOTHERS

In caves and museums she’s pregnant, or sitting with a baby hanging from her breast. Or she’s a giant on a throne, piles of fruit stacked on her huge thighs.
CheerfulMary F. C. Pratt

LIKE BUGS AND WEEDS

It grows, multiplies in the dark of its own accord like bugs: aphids appear out of nowhere on sunflower leaves and orange milkweed. Thousands of golden squash bug eggs,