hopelessly...

it was like seeing things through blurred glass shapes faces edges all undefined all things i could not touch it was like jumping into an unending chasm surrounded by water yet feeling so infuriatingly dry it was like stumbling down empty streets with no cushioning grass to land on it was like a dream filled with all the stars and moons of the cosmos yet the blankness of an empty canvas all at once all i could do was want want want as i sat there on a tumbling fragment of time dragged reluctantly down as everything soared upwards