Expectations

It's always 'Why aren't you studying?', Or 'Who are you texting?'. Is that all you can say? You could try 'Are you okay?', Or 'How are you?', Tell me how you'd feel if you were in my shoe.

Depression doesn't matter as long as my grades are high, And if they aren't, well, wish the phone goodbye.

New day same lecture, Sometimes I feel like a complete failure. Or should I say a dissapointment, Since I don't quite fit the daughter requirement.

Forcing me to be the child you want me to be, This really isn't helping with my anxiety. I'm already afraid of the future, More importantly I hope things get better sooner or later.

My mind is filled with so much and you want me to focus on school too? Are you sure this is for me or is it for you?

I know all you want is the best, But does it have to make me so stressed?

I'm sorry I couldn't be the child you wanted me to be, I really try, but I'm human you see.

I'll just go cry in the bathroom, come back out and say I'm okay, Hoping I can live up to your expectations someday.