September 14th, 2015

So many faces, So many frowns, It's always this day that turns my world upside-down, Where is the joy? Where are the smiles? I guess they appear when I leave for a while. "You're nothing but a plague," "Why do you have to be here?" They don't say it out loud and yet I still hear. I hear their silence towards me, Their frustration becoming thick clouds in their aura. I fear if I kept asking what was wrong I would open the box of Pandora. They would tell me they think of me as a nuisance, They would tell me to disappear, Despite the lies that roll off their tongues right now. Saying, "It has nothing to do with you." Lies lies lies, I hear it in their voices, They're hiding something from me, I think it's their annoyance... I guess it's about time I leave...