CLEANING THE ATTIC — Summary

Mary F. C. PrattContemplative

Scraps from every quilt I’ve made, linoleum blocks, pillows that don’t match anything but each other which someday I’ll recover. Tight ice skates, mildewed ski boots, The winter sleeping bag that he promised would keep me warm.

The print of a scarecrow in a brown coat that hung above the piano till I couldn’t stand it any more even though my father made the frame. Mother’s Marine Corps scrapbook. Textbooks from before the Flood arguing the case for Continental Drift, books filled with proofs for the goodness of God.

Bone china cups and saucers wrapped in paper and piled in a pail. Two soup tureens, a dye pot, a spinning wheel, dishes I saved for the kids who bought better ones. Bearfeet slippers with no soles, high school notes and sweatshirts, a blue stuffed animal of unknown species. A model of the plant Hoth built of styrofoam and blue rubber gloves.

A broken plastic fireman’s hat. Cowboy guns. Campfire girl beads, a wedding gown, an opera costume, a Canadian flight suit, a green wig, a paper skeleton, my father-in-law’s last bathrobe.

Tante Lillian’s missals and the portrait of Jesus’ Sacred Heart I forgot to put into her coffin. A Jerry Garcia clock. A broken lamp given me as a parting gift by a terrible boss.

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The speaker is clearing out an attic, and the poem is simply the inventory of what she finds. But the objects add up to a whole life: quilts, ski boots, a wedding gown, children's toys, a dead aunt's prayer books, a father-in-law's last bathrobe. Nothing is explained, so the reader has to piece together marriage, parenthood, family loss and old jobs from the clutter.

The tone is dry and wry rather than weepy. Details like the sleeping bag "he promised would keep me warm" and the broken lamp from "a terrible boss" carry a quiet sting, and the textbooks arguing both Continental Drift and the goodness of God are gently funny. Yet some items feel heavier, like the portrait she forgot to put in her coffin-bound aunt's resting place. The mood is a mix of humor, tenderness and mild regret. Keeping, discarding and remembering all get tangled together, and the list never says which things she'll finally throw out.

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