So That I'll Be Me

I'll be indifferent, So I don't get hurt, I'll be crueler, So that I become unpredictable, I'll be up in the clouds, So that I don't mind my wounds, I'll be free, So that I remain strong, I'll be a bad person, So that I can smile, I'll be a gun, That shoots when it has to, I'll be a doorway, So that I have choices, I'll be far away, So that no one can reach me, I'll be iron and steel, So that love can't touch me, I'll be cold-hearted, So that nothing stands in my way, I'll be smiling, So that I fully understand, I'll be me, And I don't care if people judge me for who I am.