SESTINA FOR THE SUMMER OF 2020 — Summary

Like a drawing by Van Gogh, I stand rigid in the meadow. I wear my white cap. I peel a lemon, and peer at the trees. I wear my white cap though the brim is too rigid for me to bend against the lemon- brightness of the sun. I stand alone, peer into the middle distance like a drawing by Van Gogh of a woman in a meadow.

It is August, and the earth is dry. The meadow crackles with brown grasses capped with seeds. The summer draws to a close. Have we yet let go our rigid sense of what is real? My peers cannot guess. News sours me, like lemon.

When I was young, I wore lemon cologne. I lay in this meadow beside a man—my peerless lover—who wore a Greek fishing cap. But our bones have gone rigid with the years. We have drawn

living water so long. Now we draw water grown bitter, like lemon rind, and brackish, from a rigid bottle. A butterfly wavers over the meadow searching for one plant to cap with one pale egg. I peer

at her with shaded eyes, my only peer now in this tight-drawn season, this heated season, capped with grasses the color of dried lemon peel. Under my feet, the meadow soil is hard, cracked, rigid

with the hard rigidity of this rainless summer, a peerless summer of an anxiety that a meadow cannot know. The trees live on, drawing their life from deeper water. The lemon sun beats and beats on my white cap.

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A woman stands alone in a parched meadow in August, wearing a stiff white cap and peeling a lemon. She compares herself to a figure in a Van Gogh drawing, as if she has become a picture of waiting. The mood is hot, tense and weary. The poem's title points to the summer of 2020, and the speaker's mention of sour news and an "anxiety that a meadow cannot know" suggests a world under strain, though the poem never says exactly why.

Memory cuts through the present. She recalls lying in this same meadow with a lover, young and smelling of lemon cologne. Now bones, bottles and water have all turned hard or bitter. Her only companion is a butterfly searching for a place to lay an egg, a small sign of hope in a cracked landscape. The trees survive by drawing on deeper water, and the speaker seems to wish for that kind of reserve. The repeated words, like "rigid," "lemon" and "cap," make the summer feel inescapable, as relentless as the sun beating down.

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