Temperence — Poem analysis

Eyes blinded by tears that refuse to fall A never ending blur of blackness Hand reached out for something to hold A guide of something A touch of something familiar But just textures and temperatures Eyes wide yet only nothingness Familiar voices of faces once seen How sometimes I long to see thee A blessing yet curse bestowed upon me The memories of you echo Like flash frames of light Your face brightens the darkness My voice yells loudly for you Only to fall upon silenced ears Your voice rings a melody So bittersweet and yearning Longing for your touch For our love that blinded me A Blessing yet curse betowed upon me

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A hand stretches into the dark and comes back with nothing but "textures and temperatures." That bleak little phrase is the emotional center of NamiSorano's poem. The speaker cannot see, is reaching for someone who is not there, and gets only the anonymous feel of the surrounding world. The poem never says whether the loved one is dead, far away, or simply lost. What it describes is the state of missing them. Its central idea is that remembering is both a gift and a punishment, which is why the line "A blessing yet curse bestowed upon me" appears twice.

The poem is built on blindness, and the blindness is deliberately slippery. The opening line gives us "Eyes blinded by tears that refuse to fall," so sight is lost to grief, and to grief that is held back. A few lines later the eyes are "wide yet only nothingness," which sounds more literal. Then the final stretch says the speaker was blinded by "our love." The poem never settles which kind of blindness it means, and it doesn't need to. Whether the speaker cannot see physically or has been undone emotionally, the effect is the same: the world has gone dark and only the beloved's absence is visible. The title, spelled "Temperence" here, points to restraint, and the first line shows it. The tears "refuse to fall," as if the speaker is holding the grief in. The word "temperatures" a few lines later also echoes the title's sound, which may be no accident.

Formally, the poem is free verse. It has no stanza breaks, no punctuation, and no steady meter, so it reads as one unbroken breath of feeling. Most lines are short and plain, and the missing full stops let thoughts slide into one another. There is no sustained rhyme scheme, but there is one quiet chime. "How sometimes I long to see thee" is followed by "bestowed upon me," and "thee" and "me" rhyme at the point where the speaker's need becomes personal. The repeated line works as a frame. It appears in the middle and again at the end, almost unchanged, apart from a capital "B" on the second "Blessing." The speaker has circled back to the same place without escaping it.

The word choices reward a closer look. In the middle of the poem, the vague word "something" shows up three times: "A guide of something / A touch of something familiar." The speaker is groping, and the language fumbles with them. It cannot name what it wants, only that it would be familiar. Compare that to the end, where the vague "touch of something" becomes the specific "your touch." The poem moves from searching in general terms to longing for one person. Senses also blur together in "Familiar voices of faces once seen," a phrase that gives faces voices, as if memory stores people in a single mixed-up sense. Then there is the sudden "thee," an old-fashioned word in an otherwise modern, plain voice. It makes the longing sound almost like a prayer.

The poem's best image may be "flash frames of light." Memories arrive the way images do on a film reel, brief and bright, and they make the darkness bearable even as they make it worse. "Your face brightens the darkness" is a real comfort, but the following lines show its price. The speaker "yells loudly," and the voice falls "upon silenced ears." That "fall" answers the tears in line one. The tears will not fall, but the speaker's shout does, and no one catches it. Meanwhile the beloved's voice "rings a melody," so the memory can speak while the speaker cannot be heard. The one-way traffic between past and present is part of the grief.

What makes the poem worth reading is how directly it treats loss as a loss of the senses. Sight goes first, then touch gives only vague information, and hearing survives only as memory. Love is the one thing left, and it is also what hurt the speaker, which is why the "blessing yet curse" cannot be separated into its halves. The poem does not resolve this or offer consolation. It stays in the dark and lets the reader feel how a person can be grateful for a memory and wounded by it at once.

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