The Way — Summary

Neko BelleRomantic

The way her hair fell around her shoulders, like a peaceful waterfall The way her eyes glimmered in the moonlight as our faces grew closer and closer The way her lips felt like velvet and tasted like candy The way the knot in my stomach grew after she told me she loved me The way my heart stopped beating for a moment, only to restart faster The way I longed to be her everything

The way I woke up from this beautiful dream The way I looked at my empty bed, with my eyes full of tears The way I remember hearing my father say "That's unnatural!" when he saw two females kissing on TV The way I felt the knot in my stomach sink and make me feel sick The way the guilt took over my mind

The way she smiled at me in the coffee shop today The way her lips curved as she asked if she could sit with me The way she sat, so interested in what I was reading The way she spoke softly and quickly The way I wanted to hold onto her, because this was not a dream and I couldn't bear to lose her again

The way she caressed my face on our three month anniversary The way she told me I was her everything The way she made me feel whole The way she didn't make me feel guilty about who I was The way she loved me

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Neko Belle builds "The Way" out of repeated lines that begin with the same two words, so the poem feels like someone sorting through treasured memories one by one. The speaker describes a tender, romantic scene with a girl: her hair, her eyes in the moonlight, a kiss that feels like velvet. Then the speaker wakes up alone and in tears. It was a dream, and the memory of a father's disgusted comment about two women kissing on TV brings back a sick, heavy guilt.

The mood shifts as the poem moves forward. The dream is full of longing but also anxiety, shown by the knot in the stomach. Then a real girl smiles at the speaker in a coffee shop, and the same hopeful feelings return, this time in waking life. The ending is calm and warm. Three months later, she makes the speaker feel whole and free of guilt. The poem suggests that being loved can slowly ease the shame of self-doubt.

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