End — Summary

How much will make it end? How much would do the trick? It's a thought that's always there. It's a thought that keeps me at peace. How would it be if I was gone? Because I'm done.

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"End" is a short, stark poem about suicidal thoughts. The speaker asks how much it would take to make everything stop, and the question is phrased almost like a practical problem to solve. That flat, matter-of-fact tone is what makes it unsettling.

The most striking line is "It's a thought that keeps me at peace." Instead of describing the thought as frightening, the speaker finds comfort in it, as if it were an exit always waiting in the background. The short, repeated sentences feel tired and bare, with no decoration or drama. The final line, "Because I'm done," lands as exhaustion more than anger. The speaker seems worn out, not loudly desperate.

The mood is heavy, quiet and numb. The poem doesn't explain why the speaker feels this way, and it doesn't offer an answer. If the poem hits close to home for you, it's worth talking to someone you trust or a local crisis line.

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