Njogu_Magz's "Why oh why?" is about hiding pain and the loneliness that follows. The speaker begins by repeating advice to bury hurt and never look weak, then describes feeling unseen and unappreciated. Her suffering is rooted deep, "like a hut" made of dirt, and she even calls herself a "betrothed wife to suffering." When others urge her to open up, she pushes back: her mouth can't carry half of what her mind holds, and she says she no longer has a heart, only hurt.
The ending is the most striking part. She tells the listener not to pity her, because when everyone left, she had time to learn about herself. She grew comfortable in her solitude, until it became "my joy." The mood is raw and bitter, but the last lines leave it unsettled. Is she truly at peace, or has she simply learned to call her loneliness happiness? The poem lets us wonder.