postpartum for my wisdom teeth — Summary

the kid in the mirror ripped my wisdom teeth out makes me wish i was just dinner for the maggots i'll stare into his eyes and pick at the tile's grout i hate the little kid who made me hate my curls bathtub of blood where i emerge a new person paraiba for eyes because blue is your favourite ivory teeth, made from the sacrifice of sleep straightforward stare, never turning to profile sallow complexion from staying in bed for days coral lipstick to prove what i am to the mirror my thighs burning with the pressure of the world i want my wisdom teeth back, writhing in my bed to see myself as a person, not a mass of flaws blood navigates the spaces between my teeth leaves pink plaque to fester a smell in my breath but maybe if i had my wisdom teeth i'd love me

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Wisdom teeth removal becomes a way of talking about self-hatred in "Puppy." The subtitle, "postpartum for my wisdom teeth," frames the surgery as a kind of birth followed by grief. The speaker lies in bed recovering, blames the "kid in the mirror" for the loss, and wishes to be "dinner for the maggots." The poem's anger is aimed at a younger self, who is also blamed for the speaker's dislike of their curls.

Midway through, the poem lists an attempt at reinvention: blue-green eyes, "ivory teeth," coral lipstick, a stare that never turns to profile. Yet each detail feels like a performance, and the sallow skin and burning thighs pull the speaker back to the body's pain. By the end, the speaker longs for the teeth they lost, as if having them would finally allow self-acceptance. The final line, "maybe if i had my wisdom teeth i'd love me," sounds hopeful and sad at once. The mood is raw, bitter and tender, with blood and decay mixed into ordinary bathroom details.

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