What must be done — Summary

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A price must be paid. Sacrifices must be made. In order to satisfy In order to save

The sound of blood dripping onto the ground Reminds me of a clock ticking The yellow flag Reminds me of a chrysanthemum swaying

The pain is suffocating It's hard to breathe Feels like I'm buried underneath

I want to sleep I want to forget about everything I want to protect my ears from all the battling But I can't My hands can't move All my energy has been used

Fighting a war is like racing on an obstacle track You can't stop and you can't slack Did I do that? No I didn't

A price must be paid Sacrifices must be made In order to satisfy the leader In order to save my people

How does it feel to be dead, I wonder? Will I finally know the answer?

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The speaker is a soldier worn down by war, repeating the idea that sacrifice is the price of loyalty. The opening lines sound like a slogan, and when they return near the end they have shifted slightly: "satisfy the leader" and "save my people" are now spelled out, which makes the demand feel both more personal and more uncomfortable. The speaker seems to be asking who is really being served.

The imagery is quiet but unsettling. Dripping blood becomes a ticking clock, and a yellow flag becomes a swaying chrysanthemum, so violence is mixed with something delicate, even funereal. The physical details are heavy: suffocation, burial, hands that won't move, energy gone. The line "Did I do that? No I didn't" suggests a mind trying to push away guilt.

The mood is tired, numb and resigned. The poem ends with the speaker wondering what death feels like, as if it might finally bring rest.

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