What Do You Really Know? — Summary

Please Let me Out! Please, I wanna leave. I wish I could show you, If I did you wouldn't see. If I told you my truth, You wouldn't know what to believe. You'd swear I was making it up. But I didn't . I've lived through it. I got all the scars and memories to prove it. I'm insane they say. No its how I was raised. Always in the streets And in a car for days. When I close my eyes I see the men on top of her. Her screaming out her lungs, But I block it out to just a blur. I see my young self Running to push him off. I quickly shake my head Not liking the result. I see my younger self In a house full of people, I was sitting by my uncle. I wanted to runaway, but he grabbed me by my ankle. NO! I see myself now, Sitting here,writing this poem. And when you finally read it, You'll think you'll be so knowing. But you only know an eighth of it. Only the parts I'm showing.

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The speaker is trapped inside painful memories and wants badly to be heard, yet doubts anyone will believe her. The opening pleas, "Please let me out," read as a cry to escape both the past and the silence around it. She says she has "scars and memories" as proof, and she pushes back against being called "insane" by pointing to how she was raised: in the streets, in a car for days.

The middle of the poem turns to what she sees when she closes her eyes. The images are disturbing: a woman screaming, a younger version of herself trying to push someone away, and a moment with an uncle who grabs her ankle as she tries to run. The sudden "NO!" breaks the flow like a flinch. The mood is raw, fearful, and defiant. By the end, she addresses the reader directly, warning that we will only know "an eighth" of her story. The poem shows how much remains hidden, and that she controls what we see.

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