Hate Armor — Summary

Rich MansfieldContemplative

The anger it screamed with a never ending hiss, scalding the skin of my heart with a boiling kiss, the pain sinking deeper into the tissue to find it's own home within and without my mind, alone, there it rested many a year never caring, never sharing, the hatred it bred nor the fear, it settled in the hallowed halls within, breeding and feeding it's self upon my soul, covering ever inch that once was me in an armor of hate to protect me, and me alone, over time the weight became to much, i had to let go of the armor i had created, because in reality hatred blocked so much, that all those around me left to find a friend with less anger than mine, I was alone in a place of hate, myself I was trying to find, I removed the armor and am now healing with time, I know it will never truly be gone, a tiny piece of hate will always have it's home.

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Rich Mansfield's "Hate Armor" follows a speaker whose anger starts as a burning pain and slowly hardens into protection. At first the anger hisses and scalds, and the pain settles in "within and without my mind," feeding on the speaker's soul. Then it becomes a suit of armor, meant to keep the speaker safe. But the protection comes at a cost. The weight grows too heavy, and the hatred pushes away everyone nearby, leaving the speaker alone "in a place of hate."

The mood is raw and heavy at first, with harsh images of heat and hissing, and it softens toward the end. The speaker takes the armor off and says they are healing, though not with any triumphant tone. The last lines are honest: the hate will never fully disappear, and a small piece will always have a home. The poem's feeling is less about victory than about learning to live with a painful part of yourself.

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