You Can Have Them — Summary

Not sure if what I heard was real, just for a moment, I thought I heard? Never mind, it's just a memory, fluttering round my head, tossing and turning, in it's cold and old dead bed, I can hear the sheets shuffle as it tosses and turns, I close the blinds to this memory, I know, and yes, it still burns. Not sure I heard you, yes I know your there, I'm not ignoring you, I just don't want you here, I'm not lonely, not lonely in the way you think I am, I look back a lot, as I'm turning, turning into an older man, They're thoughts that escape me and begin to run around, they come home though, in the silence, which is where I'm at now, I can hear them even though I don't want to, I give them all to you you can have all the memories, all the memories I have of you.

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A man sitting alone in the quiet tries to shut out a memory that keeps stirring. At first he isn't sure he heard anything at all, and he brushes it off. But the poem's images show how persistent it is: the memory is a restless sleeper "tossing and turning" in a "cold and old dead bed," and even with the blinds closed, he admits it still burns.

The speaker insists he isn't lonely, at least not in the way someone might assume. He looks back often as he grows older, and his thoughts wander off, then return at night, when the silence lets them in. That silence is where he is now, and he can hear them whether he wants to or not.

The ending is a kind of release. He addresses a "you" and hands over every memory he has of them. The mood is weary and sore, but also quietly defiant, as if giving the past away might finally let him rest.

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