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Maybe it's easier said than done. Quicker to say the words than to do actions. Especially when you aren't sure about the reaction. Just like scientist have said over the years "with every action there is a reaction." But they didn't tell me the reaction you'd give when I said "I love being here." They didn't say you'd reply, "Stay if you want but don't be surprised when I'm not there." The reaction I didn't want. The action I must've deserved.