The Fortune — Summary

I am not afraid!

I have lived with death so long that it’s a friend, a flower growing in a garden yet to be discovered– a song unwritten.

This was meant to be, you and I, this never meeting, this always being met.

I’ll stand beside you, I’ll walk the walk until the road grows steep and flowers bend their heads.

I’ll be the love that lets you go, the love that never leaves; I’ll live a thousand lifetimes and die a thousand deaths until I find you in the paper trees, the silver moon, the polished stone.

I’ll be all autumn and all spring, the seasons of my love will never cease, and I will bring you home again where home has never been.

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The speaker opens with a bold declaration, "I am not afraid!", and then explains why: they have lived alongside death for so long that it feels like a friend. Death here is not frightening but strangely gentle, something like an undiscovered flower or a song not yet written. From there the poem turns to a loved one the speaker may never actually meet, a bond that is both "never meeting" and "always being met."

The speaker makes a series of promises: to walk beside this person, to love them enough to let them go and still never leave, and to live and die a thousand times until they find them again in small, quiet things like paper trees, the moon, a stone. The mood is calm, devoted and quietly hopeful, with a touch of ache. The final line, bringing someone home "where home has never been," suggests a love that creates its own place of belonging, even where none existed before.

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