Control

Never in control. That's how my life was. Never in control of my friends. Family. Actions. My voices taking over, guiding me. Like a sickening puppet on strings. I danced for them. I loved for them. I cared for them. But now, we get along. After so many years. Only to hear the words. That make my life come tumbling down. Help me. Please. I don't want this, I don't want to be in control.