This Boy — Summary

I knew this boy who liked to draw He drew pictures that no body saw He was most artistic late at night In the bathroom, out of sight He kept a secret no one knew He didn't tell a soul, and his gallery grew His drawings were different, no paper or pen But need a bandage every now and again We stood by the river under the stars He rolled up his sleeves and showed me his scars He felt embarrassed and looked down at his shoes Then I rolled up my sleeves and whispered "I draw too"

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Stephy's poem is about self-harm, told through a quiet moment between two people who recognise themselves in each other. The speaker describes a boy who "liked to draw," but the drawing isn't on paper. The clues pile up: the bathroom late at night, the hidden "gallery," the need for a bandage "every now and again." Calling the scars drawings softens something painful, and it also shows how the boy hides it, as if it were something he could only call art.

The mood begins secretive and heavy, then turns tender at the river. The boy shows his scars and feels embarrassed, looking down at his shoes. The speaker answers by rolling up their own sleeves and whispering "I draw too." That last line is the emotional centre: the speaker has been describing someone else, but was really carrying the same secret. The ending feels less like a solution than like relief, two people finally not alone with it.

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